Breezy all at Sea

So I have another major decision to make and soon. My parents want me to stay home for the month of December. I’m already planning on going home for Thanksgiving and was going to return here on December 1st. Then I wanted to fly back home for Christmas around the 22nd or 23rd and stay til after New Years. But it doesn’t make much sense to stay here for those 2.5 weeks in between those dates and do nothing. I could just stay home for the month and try to get a Christmas mall job or a temp job. It would be nice to be home for the month and to save money on things like groceries and gas. But, I don’t know if I can take 5 weeks of living at home. I know, this from the girl who wanted to move home permanently just a few weeks ago. But I’ve come to realize I do want to stick it out here and stay. I’m just worried I’ll get back there and those feelings of wanting to stay here will disappear. However, a month and some of rainy, dreary days won’t help convince me to want to move home. Not while 80+ weather entices me to come back. I just don’t want to put my life on hold for that long either. I’m afraid I’ll get a job interview and then have to fly back at a moment’s notice. But the reality is, will anyone be hiring during the month of December in this crappy economy? Doubtful. I have a few meetings I should attend but it won’t be the end of the world if I miss them. So really, it makes more sense to just move home. But I am slightly worried that my roommate will be thrilled and her bf will just move in and then it will get worse when I get back. Not that it really can since he’s here all the time anyways, but you never know.

Anyways, those are just my thoughts on the matter.

Not much else is going on this week. A few meetings and events are the calendar but not much else.

I may have to attend the singles church thing on Tuesday night because there were so many hot guys there today.