Breezy all at Sea

Well this will be brief as I’m tired of typing for 8 hours straight. I’ve been racing through my work in order to get it finished on time for the attorneys who need the files. I’m still producing quality work product but not dicking around like others are. So many people are slacking off and it pisses me off to no end. They just want the money and while I understand that, I’m not going to not do my job for more money.

My roommate leaves tomorrow! for the weekend! yay. every night this week I’ve come home, looking forward to my time and she has the tv on full blast. And has the a/c on with the window open. Soooo stupid!!

No decisions have been made. Except I want to move out of this place ASAP. I’ve been looking at apartments in Seattle and they are so nice and sooooo much cheaper. But then I think about leaving the beach and craziness and In ‘n Out and I get confused. Sucks balls y’all.

I didn’t go to church last night because I was too tired and the cute boy was THERE!!! I’m so mad at myself for not sucking it up. Argh!!

One more week of work. Icandoit, Icandoit….must repeat!

I saw the Ugly Truth last night. It was pretty funny, but pretty raunchy as well. I couldn’t believe some of the some that they said. And my boy Gerry is smoking hot. Man. I would do anything for that man. Anything.

Today I’ve just been enjoying the laziness that Sunday brings. I went grocery shopping, slept in and will probably attend church tonight, followed by small group.

Things continue to piss me off about my roommate. I threw away an old eyeliner because it gave me an eye infection. Now it was a Chanel eyeliner and it pained me to throw it away not even half used, but it was the only thing I kept after my last two eye infections, and after wearing it the other day, my eye has been red. So she takes it out of the garbage, asks me if I meant to throw it away (it was in the garbage, hello) and I explained yes, I did and why. I looked on her desk and there it is. Fine, get an eye infection stupid. I don’t care. And then she has the nerve to criticize me for skipping church this morning. Ok, but living in sin is fine with God. Now I don’t mean that to sound that way, but if you believe what we believe, living together before marriage is frowned upon. If you’re going to do it, I’m not going to judge you. Whatever. Not my business. But don’t throw stuff in my face and then blatantly do something that you’re embarrassed about (she hid it from her parents, sister and friend when they respectively visited). GAh! I seriously can’t take the girl much longer. I need to move out. I don’t think this is a healthy living situation and I’m at my wits end. Oh and right now, she has her tv on full blast and I can hear it through her closed door, over my tv and the a/c.

The week ahead promises early mornings, work and a hefty paycheck at the end. Oh and the Bachelorette finale is on! Yay.

So I survived another week of mindless work. It wasn’t too bad. Its nice having the girl who I used to be friends with and who I am now again I guess to sit next to and to talk to. The work is a bit more interesting. I just hope it ends soon for the sake of my left wrist which is aching every night. But the money part is always welcome

It’s been pretty warm all week and since I’ve been locked inside all day, I’ve missed the scalding part of the day which is fine by me. I plan on lying by the pool as soon as this job is over just to keep up the tan that I got a few weeks ago.

Still no decision about moving home. All I know is that I want to move out of here NOW. My roommate is the most self-involved person I’ve ever met. And I’ve met a lot of people in my 29 years. I’ve had about 25 roommates/housemates, plus family. I’ve lived in a foreign country. I’ve attended three schools–two colleges and law school. I’ve worked with some awful people. But still, I’ve never met anyone like her. It just boggles my mind. And everyone who I know who I tell stuff she does to, agrees in disbelief. It’s remarkable really. That being said, I really don’t want to move home with my parents. For a short period, that’s fine. But not long term. I couldn’t take it.

So my prayer and hope this week is that a place will be prepared for me. If thats home in Seattle, ok. If its here, ok. I just want something to happen. I need to break out of this place I’m in soon. All I want is a house and husband. Someday right/

I’m off to see the Ugly Truth, starring the hottest man alive. Gerard Butler, yum!

So I started my temp job Thursday and it’s awful. Two weeks of doing this is going to be really hard. It’s basically data entry and staring at a computer all day. Very mind-numbing and tiring. BUT. It is money and for that I’m grateful.

I’ve decided to go home for a visit in a few weeks. I really need to figure out if that’s where I want to be. I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and talking to people about it and I’m not totally clear on what I should do. I don’t think it’s going to be an easy decision to make.