Breezy all at Sea

So it’s not a boarding house but I stole the line from It’s a Wonderful Life. Always loved that movie.

So yeah, last night here. Last night alone. Last night in my apartment. Last night I have to deal with the loud roommate. Last night really in LA. Tomorrow I will be at my cousin’s and it will be hard and it will fly by and before I know it, it will be early Thursday morning and I will be in LA traffic for the last time as a resident heading north on the 101.

Yikes. It really hasn’t hit me. I said goodbye to another couple friends today and I didn’t even get that sad. What is going on? Why am I not emotional and falling apart? Argh. I guess it will hit me when I’m back living with my parents this time next week torturing myself by looking at the weather for LA. I have to be prepared for the challenges of living back in Seattle. I will be able to do this. I’m strong and capable of doing this. Of starting over and creating a new life for myself.