Breezy all at Sea

I haven’t blogged in a couple days because there’s not much to say. My brother and sister in law are the biggest jerks in the world. I’m so sick of them. My sister in law called and yelled at my mom because we weren’t worried about her flea bite while my dad was in the HOSPITAL! Hello! Can you say self-centered? Also, she didn’t send a card or call because she didn’t think he would like that. Okay, because no one likes a get well card or call. Whatever. Then she started crying and saying that it reminded her of when her dad died. Um, my dad isn’t dying. She’s ignorant and stupid and I’m sick of her. I don’t even want to see my nephew which I know is terrible and I shouldn’t take it out on him, but I just can’t stand to see her.

Also, my dad is really pissing me off. Today he told me it’s okay if my brother goes hunting tomorrow (wtf?) because he has a life and a family. Get that? He has a life. Apparently I don’t. I just stay at home 7 days a week, cancel my plans during the day to take him to the doctor, haven’t been to the gym in weeks, fix him food, help him get out of chairs, etc. But that’s nothing. Because I’m obviously just supposed to stay at home and do this because I’m not married and not working. Nevermind I gave up TWO temp jobs to stay home with him and I desperately need the money to pay the bills and student loans who keep harassing me. I guess because I’m not married to a bitch, that doesn’t count. You’d think he was some old Eastern European man or Greek dad or Jewish mom (not trying to bag on those people at ALL but they’re always portrayed for hasseling their kids for not being married), but no, he’s never said anything to me (except in Canada with my uncle) about not being married. Pardon me.

Ugh, I’m just so pissed.

Yesterday I went to a Jr League event that was supposed to take 3 hours. It took 40 minutes. I was going to go to church with my friend at 5, but since it was only 10 to 1pm, I didn’t want to kill time in Seattle for 4 hours. So I texted all the “friends” I have to see if anyone was free. I know was Sunday and I didn’t really expect anyone to be free. What I didn’t expect is no answers. I got a couple TWO hours later saying that they were busy. Whatever. I thought maybe my texting wasn’t working, so I texted my cousin A, but she responded right away. I’m just sick of not having normal friends here. That wouldn’t have happened in LA.

Not only that, it’s freezing, raining and dark at 4:30. I hate it here.

End vent*